am i fine though?
Every day for me is the same depressing stuff. I'm always so alone. Everyone forgot me anyway. I could kill myself right now and no one would even notice I was gone. Is this all I am anymore? I HATE MY LIFE! EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER DONE IS A FAILURE! All I ever have been is a failure.
I just want a to know I have people there for me that actually care about me and stop and ask if I'm doing alright. Why do I even bother? I'm seriously considering carrying through and just killing myself tonight.
A list of what characters I used that are on this wiki during the Roblox events I've played
So with the upcoming disaste- or uh I mean Roblox event I thought I'd share what characters I used for the events that I played.
- The Hunt: First Edition: No character here
- The Classic: Lyn Redfield, nonbinary Sierra Karey
- The Games: Artemis Mitchel
- The Haunt: Zachary Von Thorne
- Winter Spotlight: Amy Char, AhaGotcha, Marius Thorne
I hurt myself
Kinda dark I know. What I am going through in life though is pushing me well over my limit, to the point of not caring what happens to me. Like if I die I die. I lay here in bed, hand over a bloody bandage from a self-inflicted wound, wishing to myself that I could bring back the ones I loved. Death would get me closer to them but I am told that I'll meet someone that I would have a love at first sight moment. Well that was a couple weeks ago. I saw someone I knew would be perfect with me but because I am such a fucking shy idiot I didn't even say hello. I HATE MYSELF. THE PERFECT MATCH WAS RIGHT THERE AND I FUCKED IT UP AND DIDN'T TAKE THE CHANCE. I want to kill myself more and more every day. Like my venting method is not understood so w…
How I feel right now
I lost my first job that I loved because greedy businessman Elon Musk said National Weather Service didn't need trainee spotters and I fell into the firing group for their "DEI" hires. Spent all of yesterday laying in bed crying and trying to restrain myself from harming myself from it. My breaking point has been hit and passed. Death to me now is just a calming source of tranquility. I want that. I came here last night to edit one of my pages to vent out the thoughts of me wanting to kill myself but I couldn't because of yet another fucking drama. Maybe I need some therapy instead of feeling like killing myself would fix my problems, but the thing is I am alone and I only have two online friends to talk to. I am scared about my future, th…
How I feel about the roleplay court case of Furry Headquarters and Robloxia
I am not happy about it anymore. When I started I was thinking I could use it as a introduction of my group the Secret Furry Agency and its head Striker as well as fill out more lore on Kemonobloxia. Every time I suggest or say my character brought more evidence though a certain editor (who will remain nameless) would say that my ideas were dumb or resorting to calling me "a furtard." Personally I think the roleplay session is getting way too fucking out of hand. Like at the start of the it I was enjoying it but now it is just a boring and honestly annoying thread of posts. Like I just wanted to add to it and I was treated horribly for it. People ask why I hate roleplays, this is why.