Yeah.. so far, today at school has not been the best.
If I'm being honest, my SI's are very active today, pushing out thoughts that I'm a terrible person, that I don't deserve friends, and that I'm worthless overall.
Most kids misunderstand me, and point me out for watching bodycam videos, telling people that the epstien files are public, and pretending like I don't exist when I make a valid argument.
It has gotten very f__king annoying at this rate, and it's really lowering my self esteem.
Why can't the world be different?
Why can't I be normal?
Why can't I rely on myself?
My life is a mess..